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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

NEWS: Veterans Day 2009 celebrates justice for Filipino veterans


(April 2009 cereomony honoring Filipino veterans in Hawaii pictured left)

Today is Veterans Day and for Filipino veterans, this year's observance is a day some 65 years overdue. 

I came across this excellent article from Examiner.com that sums up the struggle of Filipino soldiers fighting during World War II and the subsequent waiting for promised benefits and American citizenship.

Article is below as well and worth a read.

Veterans Day 2009 celebrates justice for Filipino veterans
Liz Macera
When Filipino soldiers fought for the U.S. against the Japanese in the Pacific theater during World War II, Congress promised U.S. citizenship and veterans' benefits equal to those other veterans received. This commitment was retracted in the 1946 Rescission Act.

Thus began the long struggle of the Filipino U.S. Armed Services veterans. It was not until 1990 that an
amendment to the Immigration and Naturalization Act awarded Filipino WWII veterans the right to apply for US citizenship and almost 20 years later that other benefits were allocated. HR 1, the American Recovery and Reinvestment Act of 2009 (the economic stimulus bill), passed in February 2009 and granted Filipino WWII soldiers full veterans' rights.

The provision compensates these veterans with lump-sum payments of $15,000 for U.S. citizens or $9,000 for Filipino citizens at a total cost of $198 million. The money had been allocated in 2008 and therefore did not affect the stimulus bill funding.

Some U.S. veterans cried foul upon hearing this news, stating they were not given compensation for their sacrifices during the war. But the struggle of the Filipino veterans was extraordinary. Although they joined the U.S. forces and fought next to U.S. soldiers with the belief they would be treated the same as any other veteran, they waited 65 years to be awarded veterans' benefits.

Many veterans who fought for the U.S. hoped to immigrate to the U.S. with their families to escape the destruction and resultant poverty in the Philippine Islands after the war. Many came to the U.S. ready to work and save to bring their families to a better life. Some fell prey to abusive labor practices perpetrated by those who sought to take advantage of these hopeful but naïve young men.

In 1941 the Philippines was a U.S. colony. By the end of the war, as many as 200,000 Filipinos had fought under Gen. Douglas MacArthur, including many in the Bataan death march. It is estimated that 18,000, or less than 10%, Filipino veterans of the U.S. Armed services are alive today and able to accept the benefits they were promised long ago.

Filipino veterans have until February 16, 2010 to register for benefits.

Information about how to register
Veteran’s must complete and register form Filipino Veterans Equity Compensation Fund - Form 21-4138 (CF), Statement in Support of Claim. The Department of Veteran’s Affairs must receive this form on or before February 16, 2010.

Click here for more information on the struggle of the Filipino veterans

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

a sweet Ainsley moment


me and my 5-year-old daughter Ainsley Mae

I've been married for 11 years now. Five of those years with kids. It's so hard to believe that there was so much anxiety for me before kids. Now, I can't imagine my life without Ainsley Mae and Hadley Grace.

I can't stop thinking about Sunday afternoon. Sunday is a very hectic day for me and my house. It's a very long day for everyone and things come back together around 12:30p-1p or so. I have lunch with my family and we ease into the rest of the afternoon with naps for the kids and I'm usually catching up on things from church.

My 5-year-old daughter, Ainsley, has a pretty notorious sweet tooth. She turned down a delicious looking apple pie at church to hold out for a different sweet at lunch. Unfortunately, they ran out of her favorite dessert treat at dim sum. So, we found a bakery in East Lansing that would come close and both she and I were happy since we each left with a little treat.

We got home and my exhaustion just caught up with me all in that moment. I changed and basically crawled into bed for a nap. Ainsley was right behind me and she closed the bathroom door and closed the drapes so it was pitch black in my bedroom. She turned the light off for me and shut the door behind her and told my wife - "Daddy is taking a nap."

This is one of those moments in parenting where I was at a complete loss -- in a good way. I feel that most times it seems like I'm parenting by accident -- without a plan. Sunday was a good confirmation that I'm training my daughters to be kind and considerate and that it's taking root somehow. Perhaps it's the prayers along the way and the grace of God that me and my kids are responding to.

Friday, October 16, 2009

revival service at New Jerusalem in Flint, MI


revival service at New Jerusalem Full Gospel Baptist in Flint, MI

This past Tuesday night, I was the guest of Bishop Odis A. Floyd at New Jerusalem Full Gospel Baptist Church in Flint, MI. I made the short drive to Flint for their revival service with Bishop Paul Morton. I came to the service early and sat in the congregation. After a few minutes, one of the elders at New Jerusalem asked me to come with him. Before I knew it, I was in Bishop Floyd's office and some other pastors from Flint.

Once the service started, the pastors were escorted to seats on the platform where we remained for the worship and the sermon by Bishop James Morton. The praise service was incredible with an excellent choir and exuberant and receptive congregation. This was an old school Pentecostal revival service at its best and I was wonderfully refreshed in spirit.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Sesame Street spoofs Mad Men

Sesame Street spoofs Mad Men in this great bit.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Episcopal priest from New Orleans resigns from parish

Father Jerry Kramer of Episcopal Church of the Anunciation has resigned after non-stop work before and after Hurricane Katrina. This faithful priest cared for all who came through the doors of his church and ministry centers and he will be greatly missed.

This article on Father Kramer is very well written and gives a behind-the-scenes look of all that comes with a life in vocational ministry as a priest. Here's a great quote from the article:
Annunciation's admirers often repeat a Harvard University planning consultant's remark that it was "hard to tell where the church stopped and the neighborhood started." "I worked really hard to erase those lines, " [Father] Kramer
said.

Really worth a read here or see below:
http://www.nola.com/hurricane/index.ssf/2009/09/post_3.html

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Episcopal priest who moved mountains after Katrina resigns
By Bruce Nolan, The Times-Picayune
September 27, 2009, 5:50AM

The Rev. Jerry Kramer, a hyper-energetic Episcopal priest who transformed a small neighborhood church into a powerhouse that helped drive the post-Katrina recovery of the entire Broadmoor neighborhood, stunned his parishioners last week with news that, sick and exhausted, he has resigned.

In an accompanying e-mail message, Kramer said that if he recovers after several months on a temporary medical disability, he hopes next year to return to missionary work in Tanzania with his wife and two children.

"But I have to get well to do that, " he said last week. "I need some rest. I absolutely need some rest.

"I haven't been able to put in a full day (of work) in over a year."

In the four years since Katrina, Kramer developed a reputation as a innovative priest who, from the moment he paddled up to his flooded church on South Claiborne Avenue, merged its recovery with the recovery of the surrounding neighborhood.

"I think before he arrived, we were trying to figure out what our mission was, " said Martha McKnight, the head of the vestry at Kramer's Free Church of the Annunciation.

"Boy, did Katrina take care of that."

Finding faith in community

The storm and the flood battered but also recharged the church body, members said.

"At a time like that, all you're left with is your people -- your people and the community, " said Duane Nettles, a parish relief administrator.

"Annunciation very quickly looked out and said, 'We're hurting, but so are all these folks. How can we put ourselves together when they're in such disarray?' "

Intense, pragmatic and unconventional, Kramer found recovery partners, spun off ideas and launched neighborhood initiatives at a rapid clip, Nettles and others said.

"He's a guy who lives at full volume, " said Nettles. "My goal, being around him every day, was just to stay on."

Kramer and his parishioners decided to put off repairing their ruined buildings.

Instead, they funneled incoming donations and relief money into providing food, household supplies, walk-up medical care and day care for all comers, especially Broadmoor homeowners fighting to return.

Annunciation's damaged buildings became warehouses that distributed food and supplies to more than 85,000 walk-ups, said Nettles, who now runs the Annunciation Mission, a parish-based rebuilding nonprofit group.

Kramer and parish leaders trucked in two mobile homes that served several roles. For months, they morphed daily from the congregation's worship space, to offices for case managers assisting local families, to overnight housing for volunteers gutting homes.

A base of operations

Although gutting was finished long ago, Nettles said Annunciation still houses 2,000 volunteers a year, almost all of them working in Broadmoor, a neighborhood of more than 2,200 homes and businesses that took up to 9 feet of water.

The trailers also became a base for the Broadmoor Improvement Association, a neighborhood association that developed into one of the city's most sophisticated planning and recovery entities.

The association is still housed in more permanent offices on church property.

"Jerry's impact on Broadmoor and the city is absolutely huge, " said Hal Roark, the head of the Broadmoor Development Corp., which grew out of the recovery. "He's absolutely one of the five or so top leaders who made the most impact on Broadmoor."

Annunciation's admirers often repeat a Harvard University planning consultant's remark that it was "hard to tell where the church stopped and the neighborhood started."

"I worked really hard to erase those lines, " Kramer said.

'A great gift to us'

Kramer's friends say he seemed to thrive in the chaos after the storm, where problem-solving invited blowing up traditional ways of thinking. "I like to break rules, " Kramer said.

"He used to say, 'Better to be fluid than to be flexible, because flexible is too rigid, " Roark remembered.

"If you believe in Providence or the beneficence of the universe, he was a great gift to us, " said McKnight. "He's great in a crisis, a great manager. An example of living by faith. Having him come just as everything went to hell in a handbasket was so fortunate."

But now, Kramer, 41, said he struggles to control Type 2 diabetes that twice hospitalized him last month. He said doctors found cardiac damage from an undetected heart attack several years ago.

And psychologically, Kramer said he is spent, another of Katrina's post-traumatic stress victims -- much like his own bishop, Charles Jenkins, who will take early retirement in December as another self-described Katrina casualty.

Jenkins, who supported Kramer's leave application, said the terms of the priest's disability status require that he cease work now. Kramer's announcement to his flock last Sunday was his last appearance in the pulpit, with no chance to wind down his presence among the 150 people in Annunciation's congregation.

In the wake of the announcement, "this last week was atrocious" emotionally, he said.

But Kramer considers himself spent. And he believes it is time for him to leave.

"It is so clear that God brought us here for Katrina, " he said last week. "But now that's done. The leader who gets an institution through a crisis has to know when the crisis is over.

"If I keep hanging around, they'll stay in Katrina mode. And they have to move on from that."

And Kramer said he has to find a new future for himself and his family, as well.

"God can't catch you until you've jumped off a cliff, " he said. "So we're jumping off a cliff."

Bruce Nolan can be reached at bnolan@timespicayune.com or 504.826.3344.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Part 3: Healthy Pastors


Though 19th century Baptist preacher Charles Spurgeon (known as the "Prince of Preachers") is immensely quotable for pastors and teachers, it's easy to gloss over his struggle with depression. Perhaps his preaching and teaching were informed by his own personal struggles. Same with Mother Teresa of Calcutta who struggled with depression and self-doubt amidst her amazing ministry as a modern day saint as revealed in the book "Come Be My Light."

All that said, here's the final part of the 3 part series on Healthy Pastors from Acts 29 (Mars Hills Church in Seattle, WA) which focuses mainly on Spurgeon's personal struggle.

http://theresurgence.com/pastors-do-get-depressed

On the eve of October 19, 1856, Spurgeon commenced services at the Royal Surrey Gardens Music Hall, a popular amusement hall that Spurgeon's congregation rented when they had outgrown their building and had not completed a new one.

During the morning service he preached at New Park Street Chapel on Malachi 3:10: "Prove me now." With chillingly prophetic voice he declared, "I may be called to stand where the thunderclouds brew, where the lightnings play, and tempestuous winds are howling on the mountain top. Well, then, I am born to prove the power and majesty of our God; amidst dangers he will inspire me with courage; amidst toils he will make me strong... We shall be gathered together tonight where an unprecedented mass of people will assemble, perhaps from idle curiosity, to hear God's Word; and the voice cries in my ears, 'Prove me now.' ...See what God can do, just when a cloud is falling on the head of him whom God has raised up to preach to you..."

Reason Shattered, Distressed, Ministry Flourished
The evening service was held at Surrey Hall, which seated up to twelve thousand and was overflowing with an additional ten thousand people in the gardens. While the evening service was underway, during Spurgeon's prayer, several malicious people shouted, "Fire! The galleries are giving way!"

The panic produced rushes of people. Seven people were trampled to death and twenty-eight were hospitalized with serious injuries.

Near the Furnace of Insanity
Spurgeon (only 22 years old), was carried from the pulpit and taken to a friend's house where he remained for several days in deep depression. He was so distressed he was unable to preach for several weeks and later said the experience was "sufficient to shatter my reason" and might have meant his ministry "was silenced for ever." He remarked, "Perhaps never a soul went so near the burning furnace of insanity, and yet came away unharmed." A friend and biographer commented that his early death may have been the result of this tragedy, "I cannot but think, from what I saw, that his comparatively early death might be in some measure due the furnace of mental suffering he endured on and after that fearful night."

Spurgeon later recounted the agony he went through: "Standing in this pulpit, this morning, I recall to myself that evening of sorrow when I saw my people scattered, like sheep without a shepherd, trodden upon, injured, and many of them killed. Do you recollect how you cried for your minister, that he might be restored to a reason that was then tottering? Can you recollect how you prayed that, out of evil, God would bring forth good, that all the curses of the wicked might be rolled back upon themselves, and that God would yet fill this place with His glory? And do you remember how long ago that is, and how God has been with us ever since, and how many of those, who were injured that night, are now members of our church, and are praising God that they ever entered this hall? Oh! shall we not love the Lord? There is not a church in London that has had such answers to prayer as we have had; there has not been a church that has had such cause to pray. We have had special work, special trial, special deliverance, and we ought preeminently to be a church, loving God, and spending and being spent in His service."

Not Erased From My Memory
"I cannot speak, as a grey-headed man, of the storms and troubles which many of you have endured; but I have had more joys and more sorrows, in the last few years, than any man in this place, for my life has been compressed as with a Bramah press—a vast mass of emotion into one year. I have gone to the very bottoms of the mountains, as some of you know, in a night that never can be erased from my memory—a night connected with this place."
Spurgeon's ministry was vast and people all over the world loved him, but I believe he would have lived longer if his sheep only cared more deeply for his total wellness!

Your Pastor-Shepherd Feels Deeply
Your pastors may be built as tough as a Dodge, but I tell you they weep, ache, sweat, agonize, intensely labor and lose sleep over their tribe. They weep over those who are living separate from Christ and labor to keep sheep in healthy pastures away from harmful predators. They sweat to provide nurturing food. They ache and agonize to provide a better way for you and for me. Give them the best of your prayers, service and work—your sacrifices and action of faith will be the aroma of Christ.

Learn to appreciate the work of your pastors, and when they don't seem to meet the mark don't just throw them in the trash compactor with the hopes that they will see things your way after the battering is done. Give way to grace, for we all have our down days and it's good to have a friend in our corner to give us the light of reason when we need it most!

Lift up your pastors!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

my little rental car

I'm finally done with my second trip to CA. By the time I get home, it will have been 8 flights in 8 days!

I scored a great rental car deal with Enterprise and got this Chevy for the price of a subcompact. It was like driving an ice cream truck through Los Angeles these last few days but it was a nice ride.

It did take 90 minutes to drive 20 miles from hotel to LAX. My nerves are shot just in time for my flight!

Monday, September 14, 2009

Consecration of new Bishops for Anglican Mission in the Americas

I was in Pasadena, CA last week for the consecration of three new Bishops for the Anglican Mission in the Americas. What an amazing service this was with worship led by Andy Piercy, the ordination message delivered by Dr. Rick Warren, and presided by Archbishops Emmanuel Kolini (Rwanda) and Yong Ping Chung (Southeast Asia, retired) and Bishop Chuck Murphy.

We received such a powerful visitation from the Holy Spirit in this service. Amid all the pomp and circumstance that comes with an episcopal consecration, there was an awe-inspiring anointing that was in the sanctuary as soon as we processed in for the start of the service. It was humbling being around a great collection of leaders from all over the country and around the world. And to have Dr. Warren with us to deliver the evening's sermon, it was a great confirmation of what God is doing in our missionary movement!

This was truly a quick trip in and out of Pasadena. My day started at 2am last Wednesday, driving to Detroit for my first flight to Dallas-Ft. Worth and then another flight to Burbank Airport. The service was at 7:30pm that evening and lasted a few hours. I was able to drag my weary self back to the hotel but stopping at the venerable In-N-Out Burger before finally calling it a night.

The next day, I had a flight out from Burbank to Dallas-Ft. Worth and my last flight to Detroit was delayed significantly. I finally got into Detroit by about 2am -- 24 hours after I just left there. Home by 4am and then laid out on the couch for the next 2 days or so recovering from some pretty bad jet lag. And, as I write this, I'm in the Lansing Airport for my second trip out to California in two weeks not quite fully recovered from last week's trip! Oh well, at least there's free wi-fi in the Lansing Airport!

And now, for some pics...

with Dr. Rick Warren - he delivered the ordination sermon


Bishop Silas Ng, Dr. Rick Warren, Bishop Todd Hunter and Bishop Doc Loomis


with Bishop Silas Ng


Dr. Rick Warren delievers the ordination sermon


the Archbishops, Bishops, assisting clergy with Dr. Rick Warren in worship

Monday, September 07, 2009

summer recap

The final hours of my summer are here with it being Labor Day evening. I can hardly believe that this summer is nearly over.

June was a blur with tons of work, business travel, T-ball games and some quick weekend getaways. I started a new journaling, Bible reading calendar and prayer discipline which is something that I still enjoy now that it's September! On June 16th, I also celebrated my 7th anniversary of my ordination to the Priesthood.

July was a crush of activity. In just one weekend, it was at once extremely busy, exhausting yet exhilirating. We celebrated Confirmation on Friday, ordination on Saturday and then a Baptism on Sunday. (I gained a Lay Pastor at my church at the Saturday ordination service as well!) The week before that, I had administered Last Rites and officiated at a funeral at our church. My daughter, Hadley, turned 2 in July. Also in July, I had a great vacation out to see my family Pennsylvania and New Jersey that included a Sunday off from church.

August had some more mini weekend trips to explore Canada (twice!), my 34th birthday, and overall a lot of great quality time with my family. And finally, I'm getting back into a sport that I love (Tae Kwon Do) and working out as a black belt student. I am going to be disciplined by being a student and not a teacher this time around. I usually end up teaching little kids because they are a lot of fun and I enjoy it. But my own growth is on hold which is why I can't remember anything past yellow belt! So, I'm resolved to get back into shape and work on my health ... about 8 months late on this but better late than never, right?

We're barely into September and I'm staring down my oldest daughter starting kindergarten tomorrow, flying out for a very quick trip to California for 2 days and then back in on Friday to catch up on the week before church on Sunday. Then after Sunday, I'm back out to California again for my bi-vocational work returning to finish out the week and then home in time to lead worship and teach.

This summer was helpful to reconnect with my family (haven't been home in quite a while) and just rest. I feel rested in retrospect because it's hard for me to shut everything down and just relax. That's probably why it takes me longer than most to feel as though I'm on vacation. I think it takes an average of 4 -5 days for most people to relax on vacation (I read that somewhere...I can't recall where). It takes me 9-10 days before it starts to feel like vacation which is really too bad because vacation is over when I start to feel replenished.

I'm plunging into September hopefully a little healthier (physically and spiritually) and wiser than I was before the summer started. That was the goal for me personally and I think I accomplished it.

Acts 29 on "Healthy Pastors"


Acts 29 just put out the first 2 parts on a 3 part series for "Healthy Pastors." Great stuff in these 2 brief articles so far.
http://theresurgence.com/series/healthy-pastors

Father Leo Patalinghug


Father Leo Patalinghug is a Roman Catholic priest (and a Filipino-American!) with a comprehensive ministry -- as a local church pastor, seminary professor and as a TV chef. His ministry with food is called Grace Before Meals and he has caught the attention of TV chef Bobby Flay who challenged Father Leo to a steak fajita "Throwdown" to be featured on Food Network on Sept. 9th.

Father Leo was featured in this week's Religion & Ethics Newsweekly on PBS and I was encouraged by his ministry of cooking and eating together as a family. It's a worthwhile ministry trying to get families together around the table as much as possible. Our family places a high value on sharing meals together. Our kids are learning how to make conversation at the table, learning about manners and how to enjoy one another's company in our family.

Click here for the video about Father Leo's ministry -- it's worth a viewing!

Monday, August 03, 2009

that's one way to get new visitors to your church


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

a blog post on deodorant


my deodorant of choice - can't find it anywhere anymore!

I've been living in Lansing, MI now for two years and eight months. And in that time, I've not shopped for deodorant once. Strange, but true. In fact, I realized that my deodorant supply was finally coming to an end when I opened my last package of Sure soft solid unscented deodorant a few weeks ago when I was packing for vacation to Pennsylvania and New Jersey.

I didn't realize it at the time in Kansas City, but I was slowly hoarding this deodorant in preparation for a big move to Michigan. (I seem to hoard strange stuff before a huge life change. The day my older daughter, Ainsley, was born I made a Costco run that consisted of toilet paper, wine, Drano and dish detergent.)

Also, I have this feeling that a product that I get attached to will get discontinued. This sounds strange but my experience will bear me out on this with deodorant alone.

Bath & Body Works Men's Cool Springs deodorant - discontinued
Clinique for Men deodorant - discontinued
Sure soft solid unscented deodorant - discontinued

I had been using the same brand of deodorant for going on 11 years now. I just hopped onto Amazon and found a couple variations of what I've grown accustomed to for a little over a decade now. I bought up a few in the same soft solid format to try something a little bit new (new scent, that is. I'm still sticking with Sure soft solid until all my supplies run out!)

For a creature of habit like me, this is a huge step.

(By the way, who knew I could write 275 words on deodorant?)

Monday, July 27, 2009

Logos Bible giveaway

Logos Bible Software is celebrating the launch of their new online Bible by giving away 72 ultra-premium print Bibles at a rate of 12 per month for six months. The Bible giveaway is being held at Bible.Logos.com and you can get up to five different entries each month! After you enter, be sure to check out Logos and see how it can revolutionize your Bible study.

Monday, July 06, 2009

Eugene Cho: "need to learn to rest well"

This post from fellow blogger and pastor Eugene Cho hit me in a strange way. I'm getting ready to go on vacation to see family in Pennsylvania and New Jersey. In talking over the trip, I'm not even in the frame of mind to be able to leave because I've got so much to do before I can go. I desperately need the rest. I need the time away. But, I'm not even able to downshift a bit before going out East to see my family.

This trip out East has been in the makings for quite a while. Once my wife and I finally set a date for our trip, it seems like a ton of stuff on the calendar grew up around our trip ... to get it in before we left town. I'm exhausting myself just thinking of all the things that have yet to be crossed off of my to-do list (I like lists...what can I say?) so I won't bore you with it here.

But, Eugene has given me lots to think of because I'm usually not the poster boy for rest and recreation. I took 2 days off back-to-back over the 4th of July weekend. I did not know what to do with myself for the first half day of my 2 days off. That first half day, my wife and kids had a play date set with some friends and I forced myself to not check my e-mail and voicemail. I had to not work ahead on sermon study, liturgy planning and the Bishop's visitation stuff. I had to not answer the cell phone. This was tough. I finally got into the groove (i.e. the couch watching TV and/or reading stuff not related to ministry or advertising) after lunch on Friday but it seemed so unnatural.

(Random note: Amy reminded me of a fortune we got at dim sum this past weekend from our fortune cookie that she says summed up the Asian way: "Many possibilities are open to you - work a little harder.")

Rest and recreation are natural things that we were created to do to please God. I even preached a great sermon along these lines last summer. But, like most good preachers, counselors and therapists, I don't always take my own advice. This summer, I have vowed that it would be different.

Now, I'm wondering what all to pack since I don't travel lightly anymore. Here's what I usually take with me out the door:
* Bible
* Life Journal
* Prayer Book
* Book I am currently reading (right now: Courageous Leadership by Bill Hybels)
* Laptop, charger & mouse
* Treo
* Liturgy calendar for 2009 & 2010 (just came out...planning ahead as thoughts come)
* Moleskine (for random thoughts that end up as sermon ideas eventually)
* Pens - lots of blue Sharpie pens (can't live without these now!)
* Business cards
I'm sure there's even more random stuff in my briefcase that I have forgotten about but it has managed to get crammed in the extra space somewhere.

So far, our family has managed to take a couple of weekends out of town and disconnect from office phones, cell phones, voicemail, e-mail and other related stuff (except for Facebook and Twitter...come on, let's be reasonable here!). We explored a bit of Michigan's West Coast last weekend and took off for a day to Battle Creek for the Air Show over the 4th of July.

And, we're going to do more of this getting away - but, my wife and I are finding that it has to be intentional. That's where it seems to come apart for me - planning to be at rest. I guess that is where it starts for a workaholic like me. For now, I have to plan to rest and then with enough practice, I'll actually be at rest and allow to be re-created by God as I spend time with my family and engaged in activities that energize me.

Friday, July 03, 2009

the week in review

Today is a day off. A much needed day off along with tomorrow, July 4th. Then, it's back at it for church starting July 5th.

This past week was a great ministry week for so many reasons, but also draining for the same ones. Here are some of the highlights:

Sunday
* led worship (in song service & played piano)
* preached on "Jesus Our Healer"

* uploaded a video update to the church blog
* worked on assorted paperwork: ordination process for a leader coming online at CTKAC, upcoming Confirmation service with Bishop on July 10th, ordered gifts for the 2 young people being Confirmed
* all in all -- a typical 12 hour Sunday

Monday
* funeral planning

* calls to VFW (two posts in Greater Lansing) for Honor Guard for veteran funeral, DeWitt Township Police Department and Clinton County Dispatch to alert them to a firing detail
* assorted paperwork for Veterans Affairs
* T-Ball game for Ainsley - nice cool summer night to be outside with the family after a long day

Tuesday
* 2 trips to Post Office in order to secure a veteran's flag - 2nd time worked with a military memo outlining my case for the flag
* more funeral planning
* planning a special worship service with the Bishop and worship leader
* dinner with a prospective church member

Wednesday

Final salute to Ronald Charles Ricker, USMC (Korea) at the playing of Taps


Honor Guard of VFW Post #671 in DeWitt, MI


Honor Guard folds the flag for the presentation to the surviving spouse with these words: "
On behalf of the President of the United States and the people of a grateful nation, may I present this flag as a token of appreciation for the honorable and faithful service your loved one rendered this nation."

* funeral at Christ the King -- my 4th funeral since I started as the Pastor here. Also, this was my 2nd military funeral at Christ the King.
* T-Ball game rained out - not all that disappointed as our whole family is exhausted from the week so far!


Thursday
* pastoral care - counseling, phonecalls, notes, correspondence
* worship planning through the end of July
* securing musicians for August while my regular pianist is on a teaching assignment
* after dinner, goofing off with my wife and kids as we had a "dance break / praise break" - lots of much needed laughs to recharge a weary soul

And now ... Friday so far:
* slept in until 8:30am
* drank a pot of coffee
* caught up on devotions in Isaiah, 2nd Chronicles, Jude, Philemon
* writing this blog post and still in my pajamas
* thinking about a run to Staples
* cooking steak dinner tonight for the family
* above all, trying really hard NOT to work, check e-mail and voicemail!

In retrospect, I've come to a few conclusions:
* I may have a 4th career in me as a funeral director (others include: ministry, advertising director, maybe a sommelier or a wine director at a restaurant?).
* Fighting for that flag from Veterans Affairs was totally worth it - embroidered stars and stripes for a worthy veteran...there's nothing like it.
* Veterans are amazing. They don't need to know the deceased veteran but they will go to great lengths to provide whatever help they can provide.
* I love being a Pastor and being with people in their times of need.
* As a Pastor, I need to be more at home with my times of need and provide for it, fight for it and protect it because no one else will -- except maybe my wife.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

FROM BI-VOCATIONAL PASTOR: "A CHURCH THAT BREAKS GOD'S HEART"

Great post by a pastor who writes on bi-vocational ministry. He has a great blog here.

He wrote recently on "A church that breaks God's heart." Click here for the post or just read below. Great stuff.
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A church that breaks God's heart
Some time ago I read that the average seminary graduate remains in the ministry only 5 years after completing seminary. There are many reasons for this, but one of those reasons is the pastor grows tired of the constant fighting that goes on in many churches. As a judicatory leader I have had to referee too many of these fights, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better.

Usually there are only a handful of people who are creating the problems. In fact, I remember reading that the typical pastor leaves his or her church because of seven people. A hundred people may have thought the pastor was doing a great job, but seven people made his or her life so miserable that the pastor left. The reason these seven people could do that is because the other hundred didn't publicly support the pastor. They often excuse themselves by saying, "We don't go to church to fight." Well, that's good, but that doesn't mean they can't support their pastor and stand up to the controllers that exist in their church.

I often tell people that one problem we have in our churches is that we are made up of nice people, and nice people don't enjoy confrontation. However, in many churches there are some folks who are not so nice, who see the church as their own little fiefdom, and who believe the church exists for their benefit. And nobody will stand up to them, so they get their way. The result always is that the church remains stuck, it cannot grow, pastoral leadership will not stay, and people for whom Jesus Christ gave His life die and go to hell. It has to break God's heart.

I'm not asking nice people to become like the controllers. I am saying that it is time that we become firm with these people and tell them their childish behavior will not be accepted any longer. I am saying that they need to be confronted when they exhibit poor behavior that is threatening to the health and well-being of the church. I can hear some readers now, "Well, if we confront them they will leave the church." And the problem is....? The fact is, you are already losing people. Too many churches have lost their teenagers because of these controlling tyrants because young people will not tolerate such behavior. You are losing new members who leave your church within a few months after joining because of comments these controllers make to them. Visitors are not returning because they can sense the tension in the church as soon as they walk in. Here's my question..."Who are you most interested in keeping, and who are you willing to lose?"

Until these people are confronted with their improper behavior your church will remain stuck and will have little or no effectiveness in your community. It will break God's heart because He has so much more for your church, but His heart won't stay broken for long. He will simply raise up another church in your community to do the work you won't do, and He will allow your church to die a natural death brought on by the disease within it.

Monday, June 22, 2009

diary of a Christian / husband / dad / director / bi-vocational pastor

Today is one of those days where it was tough to balance it all. As you may have gathered from reading this blog, I've got a lot of plates spinning in the air. Most days, I'm pretty successful in keeping the plates spinning. Some days, a few end up crashing to the ground.

Biblically, here is my order of priorities:
(1) Christ follower
(2) Husband to Amy
(3) Father to Ainsley and Hadley
(4) Advertising Director of National Catholic Reporter -and- Pastor of Christ the King Anglican Church

Mondays are typically my day off from the church. My time in the church office is usually Tuesday through Friday barring any pastoral emergencies. Saturday is a day off from the newspaper and church and the newspaper is closed on Sunday -- however, Sunday is a huge workday at church. So, as you can see, the plate spinning is a delicate balance when it comes to bi-vocational ministry.

Monday is usually devoted to newspaper work only. I have 26 hours to put in at National Catholic Reporter and it's helpful to have an entire day carved out just for that. But, once in a while, that plan gets blown up when there's an emergency and today was one of those days.

As soon as I woke up today (Monday), I was praying and preparing myself to be able to administer the sacrament of Last Rites to a member of my congregation at Sparrow Hospital. I administered Last Rites this Monday morning and then had a break in the afternoon to watch my kids while my wife was off to an appointment. While I was in the home office, I devoted myself to selling some online ads for National Catholic Reporter while gearing myself for a return trip to the hospital.

When my wife returned from her appointment, I turned right around back to the hospital to minister to this wonderful family from our church and stayed for a few hours, praying, encouraging and just providing a ministry of presence.

Before too long, it was coming up at 7pm and I had a 7:15pm t-ball game to make for my 5-year-old daughter, Ainsley. Since things were appearing to be stable at the hospital, I was able to leave the hospital and make it just in time for Ainsley's t-ball game. I didn't get a chance to change clothes so there I was in my all black priest's uniform and cheering on my daughter for her two times at bat (she got two hits and fielded center field with great success!).

I just couldn't be prouder of my family and my church today. As of this writing at 10:17pm, I am feeling stretched to the max but all to the glory of God. My most important relationship is with Jesus Christ and I can't let that fall through the cracks amidst all the busy-ness. Then, there is my wife, Amy, who I minister to as her husband and best friend. After that, there's my daughters Ainsley and Hadley who I want to provide a spiritual covering of blessing as their Dad. And of course, my calling as a Director at National Catholic Reporter and as the pastor of Christ the King Anglican Church that provides our family with financial support and benefits that are a blessing to my family and allows me to be here to minister to our congregation as well as having an impact on the landscape of the Church worldwide. Our local church ministry and my ministry to the wider church have its roots both with the local parish in DeWitt, MI and at a newspaper in Kansas City, MO.

A day that started at 8am today is finally wrapping up at around 10:30pm. This was supposed to be a day off but when emergencies come up, they have a way of moving things around. Something tells me that I am going to have an awesome night's sleep and ready to take on the day and all its blessings and challenges that the Lord will reveal to me on a need-to-know basis!

Father's Day wrapup

Last week was a super hectic week and we rolled back into town late Saturday night. Yesterday was Father's Day and it was a wonderfully blessed and hectic day from beginning to end. Here are the highlights:

- Awake at 8am. Get to enjoy my coffee at home until 9:30am which is a first for me since we moved to Sunday morning services!

- Strolled into church at 9:30am since Steve was preaching the sermon (usually, I'm at church at 8am for the 10am service)

- Got to sit in my own church while someone else was preaching! Steve preached on Mark 4:35-41 on "Suffering in the Presence of Jesus" and video here:

Christ The King's Steve Steitz delivers first sermon from Wes Thorp on Vimeo.

- After church, treated to 2 amazing Father's Day cards - one from Ainsley and Hadley and another from Amy.

- Had to rush to the hospital and visit someone from church. Blessed a family in need of encouragement. Definitely feeling Father's Day in all its fullness -- both as a Dad to my daughters as well as to my congregation. Dad and Priest are callings that I am so wonderfully blessed to be able to walk in.

- Came home to a napping household and got to have some time to catch up on devotions, upload Steve's sermon and worked on my video wrapup for church (Then on Monday, I get a call from a fellow pastor/campus minister who tells me that I look like I have been taken hostage with the unflattering lighting I have set up in my home study!)


- After naps, I am treated to a wonderful Father's Day surprise -- a cookbook by Gordon Ramsay...

Ainsley, my 5-year-old, knows her Dad pretty well and thought I would love this book! And, she's right, I totally love this book because of her thoughtfulness! That's me, Ainsley and Hadley giving Father's Day a thumbs up.

- I got to choose dinner out and we ended up at Carrabba's in Lansing. The weather was so nice we ended up eating dinner outside and it was a perfectly breezy summer night with lots of laughs to go around at our table of 4.

- On the drive home, Amy reminds me it's Father's Day so I can blast my Southern Gospel music in the minivan on the way home without remorse ... or snide comments about said Southern Gospel music.

- After dinner, Hadley blesses me with her rendition of "Bless the Lord." It's a Gospel song that was taught to me by Bishop J. Delano Ellis which I promptly turned around and taught her. The song is Psalm 103:2 - "Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits."


- Asleep by 10pm resting in the knowledge that I am a blessed and highly favored man to be able to serve my family as a husband and father and my church as their priest!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

my honorary bishop's mitre


My honorary bishop's mitre on my desk at National Catholic Reporter

I love my staff at National Catholic Reporter. I got to my office this morning and found a makeshift bishop's mitre waiting for me on my desk made of cardboard and electrical tape! This thing is so awesome. There are even two lappets on the back. (This was made for me by a Dominican priest who works in my office -- amazing attention to detail for an office joke!)

I guess I will serve as the titular bishop of the newspaper and my cathedra will be my office swivel chair!

Nothing like starting my day with a belly laugh with the staff!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

June 16 wrapup from Christ the King

June 16, 2009


My first Communion service as a Priest - taken seven years ago today.

Today marks the seventh anniversary of my ordination into the Priesthood. I am in bewildered awe of God and His grace working in my life and through my life as I have made myself available for service to the Church.

Quite a few years ago, even before I was ordained as a Priest, I came across this great quote and I have carried this in my wallet ever since because it resonated with what God had planted in my own heart and life.
"I am that unique human being who in the pit of my being has been loved by God
in a unique way, and who from the pit of my being has tried to accept that love
and respond to it...
"God had spoken in the depths of my soul, and he had
invited me to be a Priest. And, I, wanting to respond to His love, accepted His
invitation...
"Priest is the essential expression of my relationship with
God, and it is my essential way of relating to other people. It constitutes my
identity. I am essentially Priest. Priest is who I am."
-Father Bud Kieser

In the last seven years as a Priest, I have presided at countless Communion services, I have married happy couples, baptized children and adults, comforted those who were mourning the death of a loved one, heard confessions and declared absolutions, anointed the dying. None of this has gotten old or become "old hat" -- instead, serving as a Priest has enriched my life and my spirit in so many ways.

This calling still remains one of the greatest passions of my life -- fourth, actually if I were to make a list. Devotion first to Christ, second to Amy, third to my children and then fourth in my ministry as a Priest and Pastor.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

"Straight Outta Compline"

I enjoyed this so much. The "BCP Boys" give you "Straight Outta Compline."

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

CUTTING TRUTH: Top 15 Confessions for the Asian American Christian (2007)

OK, I'm a re-posting machine today. Another great old post from The Cutting Truth blog. It is so scary how true many of these posts are for Asian Americans I come into contact with. Oh alright, I'll include myself as well. I'm pretty sure, however, I'll not be disappointed if my kids want to go to seminary. I already fought that battle and won (obviously) in my own family. I would be honored if my daughters would consider my calling to be their calling. As it is, my 5-year-old daughter is undecided between being a Priest or a waiter.

You might be reading this and go, "What's the big deal?" For a lot of Asian culture, it's very much an honor/shame way of being brought up. And, a win/loss is not just individual, it's for the whole family. In the Philippines (where my family is from) the word for shame is hiya. As one author put it:
a universal social sanction, creating a deep emotional realization of having failed to live up to the standards of society". Of course, HIYA is to be avoided at all costs by Filipinos. The greatest insult is to say that someone is WALANG HIYA (WITHOUT SHAME).
-Alfredo Roces and Grace Roces, Culture Shock! - Philippines, 1992

I can't speak for all Asian Americans, but I do know the honor/shame part to be very real. Hence, this list that was posted by an anonymous Asian American blogger.

Here's that list...
  • I confess that my faith has been reduced to going through the motions. Go to church on Sunday. Smile. Lift hands. Sing. Smile. Say goodbye.
  • I confess that I pray about five minutes a week.
  • I confess that when I look at the kids in the youth group, at how emotionally they worship, at how emotionally they express their devotion to God, at how emotionally they seek God’s will, I inwardly smile. For I confess that I think them naive, idealistic, and that their religious enthusiasm is just a stage in life. It’ll pass.
  • I confess that even though I say there is no higher calling than the pastorate/ministry vocation, I inwardly hope my children go to Yale Law School, and not Gordon-Conwell Seminary. I will feel affirmed if they become doctors and lawyers; I will feel disappointment if they attend seminary.
  • I confess that I do not like watching body worship.
  • I confess that I look down on youth pastors. I think of them as academic failures, people unable to get real jobs in the real world. Mostly, I think of them as glorified baby-sitters. They also make very easy targets, and I blame them for all the shortcomings of my children. Somebody has to take the blame, and it sure ain’t gonna be me.
  • I confess that I was inwardly shattered when word first came out that the Virginia Tech killer was Asian American; and that shame quickly turned to relief when it was disclosed that the killer was Korean American.
  • I confess I prefer to have a white pastor leading the ABC congregation. Blond hair and blue eyes just looks more spiritual. I confess that I find myself always sizing up an Asian American pastor, and feeling like he’s never making the grade. Feeling like he’d never succeed in the corporate/financial/legal/medical/real world.
  • I confess that I find the typical AA yuppie Christian (in his 20s, single, career-minded and successful, materialistic) unbearable in his spiritual haughtiness.
  • I confess that the church is blind to the rampant sex that goes on under the mask of churchly decency and decorum. It is the unacknowledged and unacknowledgeable swampland beneath the church brochure of tidy scenery. Only a few are brave enough to confront and address it; the rest of us put on petty and hypocritical masks of naïve innocence.
  • I confess that while I am all for racial harmony (yay for the “multiethnic” church!), my child will marry an African American over my dead body.
  • I confess that I feel like a peon in the (white) working world. And that’s why I jockey for position in the Asian church, where it is an even playing field. Where I can gain a modicum of power and (self-)respect. I will give lip-service to the concept of servant-leadership, of course.
  • I confess that I do not like most Christians. I find them boring, narrow-minded, petty, judgmental. That if I crash-landed on a deserted island for a year, I’d prefer being with the cast of Lost than the members of my congregation.
  • I confess that I am a hypocrite. I confess that I sometimes think this Christianity thing is all a sham, and I want to throw my arms up and just yell to hell with it all!

CUTTING TRUTH: "A letter to my college church"

Stumbled across this well written post from The Cutting Truth blog. It's part confession and thank you to those who chose to invest in college ministry.

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Dear _____ Church

You probably don’t remember me. I was one of hundreds of students who attended your church during my four years in college. We walked through your doors, we sat in your pews, we enjoyed your worship, your sermons, drank your coffee, we came and went via the buses you provided. Over the years, countless thousands of students have breathed your air and taken up your space.

My reason for writing you is to apologize. For all that you gave us, we never gave anything back. We used your facilities, but never tithed a cent. We enrolled in Sunday School classes, but never offered to teach (or help with e.g., nursery). We enjoyed your worship services, but almost never helped out. You welcomed us into your fellowship with arms wide open, but we kept our arms clipped downwards, huddling in cliques after service, stiff-arming you. We did lip-service tokens of service like occasional acapella performances, but they tended to be of the min-commitment/max-limelight vein. We were the kind of churchgoer I now despise, the parasite who offers nothing, expects the world, and takes everything for granted. We came to be entertained and edified; we left having given nothing. We were parasites, like the typical church youth, too myopic and self-centered to know better. But we were older and should have known better, and for that, I apologize.

There is another reason why I’m writing you. It’s to thank you. Now that I am older and perhaps wiser, I realize what it cost you. You sacrificed in real, tangible ways to accommodate us. Real money spent to expand the church to be able to fit us. Buses bought to transport us, people willing to take lessons, attain bus licenses, willing to wake up early to pick us up. More teachers willing to prepare Sunday School classes to half-asleep, dozing ingrates. Muffins and coffee prepared or purchased, only to have them gobbled up by students already on full meal plans. So many examples: invitations to home meals, mentorship, allowing us to use your facilities for overnights, guidance, etc. etc. You gave and gave and gave, and demanded nothing in return.

I was baptized at your church. In my testimony, while standing in the water before the church, I thanked everyone but you. You still clapped and cheered and cried when I came out of the water.

Thank you for modeling Christ to me, for truly demonstrating what sacrificial love looks like. Years too late, but for what it’s worth:

Thank you.

(and here’s check covering what I should have tithed)

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

saddest post I've read

As the pastor and leader of a local church, I have become a student of other pastors and leaders to gain wisdom, find some new ideas or for just plain old inspiration when the well is dry. I've followed from a distance one such leader on his website. Gary Lamb started Revolution Church five years ago in Canton, GA with an enormous dream that could only come from God. He led the church as its pastor until this past weekend when he stepped down after admitting an affair with his assistant.

On his blog, he posted the text of his resignation letter that was read to his congregation by a fellow pastor from Arizona. In his letter to his church, he admits to the affair and takes full responsibility for it. He encourages his church to remain faithful to Jesus Christ - the hope that he has been preaching along with his staff team.

In my usual checking up on my blogroll of preachers and leaders (Mark Batterson, Mark Driscoll, Noel Heikkinen, Perry Noble, John Maxwell and others) my heart was broken this morning when I read of these details today from Gary Lamb. I don't know the man personally...Noel is the only one I know personally of all the pastor/leader blogs that I check in on!

I'm disappointed because here is a leader clearly full of zeal for preaching the Gospel and expanding the Kingdom and he has been taken out by a series of his own bad decisions culminating in the immediate loss of his ministry. The long term effects involve his own family and the family that he disrupted with the affair -- not to mention the many souls at his church who looked to him for inspiration and wisdom as their pastor.

I am mainly posting because I am saddened by this news...and to plead with you to pray for your own marriage as well as that of your pastor's marriage.

In the Church, leadership is a gift and a sacred trust. The ever present bad news for ministry leaders is that the Evil One wants to bring down all of them who wish to lead like Romans 12:8 instructs: "the one who leads, [do it] with zeal..." (I've been convicted on this point as I am reading "Courageous Leadership" by Bill Hybels).

More bad news? How about that there are a lot of people -- within and without the Kingdom of God -- working against the leader's life. There are a ton of blog posts (I hope, written by well meaning Christians) right now devoted to attacking Gary, his former assistant and even people who are assisting with Gary's restoration process. People are picking apart Twitter posts, blog posts, websites of Gary's and some of his ministry colleagues pointing at him with an "I told you so" tone.

But what is the good news in all of this? The good news is that I am certain that if Gary cried out to God for mercy, He has given it to him. I pray that same mercy over his family, with his former secretary and her family, and for the church in Georgia.

Text of Gary's letter from his blog follows below...

This is a copy of the letter my friend Greg Rohlinger read from the Revolution
stage today:

Dear Revolution Church,

5 years ago DeAnna and I moved to Canton Ga. with a vision to start a church that was doing whatever it took to reach those far from God. Over the last 5 years God has exceeded our
expectations and more people than I can count have entered into a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Pastoring Revolution has been one of the great highlights of my life. I think Revolution Church is the greatest church in America and I count it an honor to have been called to start her.

It is with those thoughts on my mind that I’m now writing the toughest letter I’ve ever had to write. Effective immediately, I will be stepping down as the pastor of Revolution. 6 weeks ago, I entered into an emotional and physical affair with my personal assistant, Elena. I have no excuses, no justification, and no one to blame but myself. I did exactly what I have preached against from the Revolution stage by letting my guard down and putting myself into a position to fall into sin. I’m so sorry.

It breaks my heart to know all the people I have let down from my wife DeAnna to all of you who have invested your blood, sweat, and tears into making Revolution the church it is today. I know what I did was wrong, I have asked God for forgiveness, but there is still consequences for our
sin and I’m no longer qualified to lead Revolution.

I know this comes as a shock to many of you and your emotions will vary from anger to hurt, know that it was never my desire to hurt any of you. This is the end of my time as your
pastor, but it is not the end of Revolution. Revolution was not about me, it was about Jesus Christ. God has awesome plans in store for Revolution and I believe with everything that is in me, He is going to to take Revolution to places we never imagined.

God has blessed this church with an incredible staff and an incredible Board of Overseers who will be led by God to make sure Revolution remains true to the vision God gave us when we started. I plead with you to stand by them, rally around them, support them, and do whatever it takes to lift each other up during this time.

I would also ask that you stay in prayer for me and my family. I am committed to doing what it takes to get my walk with God back to the place where I know it should be. I am focused on Him during this time and I’m looking forward to seeing Him work in my life in the days to come. Also pray for DeAnna and my children. They are the true victims in this and they will need your love and grace like never before. I am committed to getting myself healthy where I can be the husband and father my family needs. I appreciate your prayers during this time.

Let me close out by again saying how much I love all of you. I am so sorry I let you down. I am so sorry that I have given the cause of Christ yet another black eye. I’m so sorry that I have left all of you in this position. I’m sorry, but know I believe in you and I will be your biggest cheerleader as you reach this community for Jesus Christ.

Be Revolutionary,

Gary

Sunday, June 07, 2009

June 7th video wrapup

Video wrapup for today, June 7th for Christ the King Anglican Church in DeWitt, MI.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

interview with my 5-year-old

Got this idea from Rachel's blog ... I give you an interview with my 5-year-old daughter, Ainsley.

1. What is something Mom always says to you?
"Don't make wrong choices."

2. What makes mom happy?
"To help her."

3. What makes mom sad?
"You don't help her."

4. How does your mom make you laugh?
"Because she tells funny jokes."

5. What did your mom do when she was little?
"Play games."

6. How old is your mom?
"I don't know."

7. How tall is your mom?
"I don't know."

8. What is her favorite thing to do?
"Play."

9. What does your mom do when you're not around?
"Watch TV."

10. What is your mom really good at?
"I don't know."

11. What does your mom do for her job?
"I don't know."

12. What is your mom's favorite food?
"Grapes."

13. What do you and your mom do together?
"Play games."

14. How much does mama love you?
"I don't know."

Copy this note, ask your kid the questions and write them down exactly how they respond. Let me know if you interview your child.
Amy and I went on a date last night to watch the movie "Angels and Demons." Knowing that Ewan McGregor was in the movie, I reminded Amy that not all of us (speaking for myself and other normal dudes in vestments) will look as good as him in their vestments...

Ewan McGregor as the impossibly good looking and well dressed Father Patrick in "Angels and Demons"

Well, except for this real life priest who converted from Catholicism to Anglicanism...
Father Alberto Cutie (pronounced: Kyoo-tee-aye)


You guys are making this difficult for the rest of us normal looking people.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

"The Divine Mentor"


I just finished up the book "The Divine Mentor" by Dr. Wayne Cordeiro. This is a powerful book about how we can grow in our faith in Jesus Christ through practical daily Scripture study and prayer. In the book and in the Life Journal he created, he lays out a daily Bible reading calendar that will have you going through the Old Testament once and through the New Testament twice within the year. The basic premise is that devotional books are nice, but nothing beats going through the entire Bible over the course of a year. The Divine Mentor is the Holy Spirit who desires to speak to you through the pages of Holy Scripture.

When you do the readings laid out for the day, it's very practical and straightforward stuff he suggests as part of the personal or group devotional time. Take the readings and ask the Holy Spirit what He is asking you to focus on and then use his "SOAP" method with it:

Scripture: What particular word is God giving me from one of these readings?
Observation: What is God pointing out to me from this reading?
Application: How does this Scripture make my life different?
Prayer: Ask God to help you apply this in your everyday life.

I've been attempting this with quite a few false starts for a month or so now. But today, I finally sat down and started the process in earnest with my Bible and Life Journal. And, it was a very spiritually rich time of Scripture study and prayer this morning. From my readings today, I was challenged to have godly ambition for new territories for the sake of the Gospel (Romans 15:20) and to be wise as a husband and a father with my words (Proverbs 25-27). I'd share more but it's more appropriate for my journal!

I need to make this a priority for my own spiritual health and for that of my family and congregation. I can see the value in hearing from God through observation and application of the Scripture and then writing down what God speaks through the Scriptures. This is going to be a challenge because the temptation for me is to slack off on daily devotions because there is always a sermon to study for. (I sure hope I'm not the only pastor who struggles with this!) But, sermon study is a completely separate spiritual discipline that must be kept separate.

Because I know myself too well, my ongoing prayer needs to be that I'll be able to maintain both of these important study components in the midst of a demanding schedule.

Monday, June 01, 2009

some good news for Lansing?

I've been in Lansing, MI for going on 2-1/2 years now. It's been an adjustment after living in Johnson County, Kansas (which still seems like a constant "boomtown" today even with this economic recession) for 8-1/2 years before moving here.

A lot of the adjustment for us has to do with a lot of bad news flooding into this city on an almost daily basis. We had a reprieve during March Madness when the Michigan State University Spartans were contenders for the NCAA basketball title. It seemed as though everyone's collective spirit here in Greater Lansing was up for a time thanks to the MSU Spartans -- while we were holding our breath for what was going on in the economy -- especially as it relates to the auto industry which is still huge here in Michigan.

Today, it looks like Lansing, MI got some good news even in light of the GM announcement of bankruptcy filing. Click here for the whole story from the Associated Press.

From the article, this seemed to be the good news for Lansing buried in a bunch of bad news for some other cities that have GM plants:

Todd Horton, editor of the newsletter at the Spring Hill factory's United
Auto Workers local, said the 2,500 employees got the news of the shutdown Monday
morning. He said the Chevrolet Traverse crossover vehicle built there will be made in Lansing, Mich., instead.


As a pastor, I'm obsessed with the Great Commission. I'm always looking for ways to get the Good News of Jesus Christ out to whoever I come into contact with. And here in Lansing, there is a need for hope that isn't founded on government bailouts, mutual funds, the auto industry or anything else like that. But, there is a need to proclaim an eternal hope in someone who never fails -- our Lord Jesus Christ -- and the difference He can make in the lives of Michiganders even in the face of bad temporal news.

All that said, I'm encouraged by what seems to be good news for our city!

May 31, 2009 wrapup

Here's the 2nd of my video blog posts for church. I share about our new signage at the entrance of our Worship Center and about the importance of Pentecost Sunday.

Just another way to reach out within our church family and even outside to potential visitors to Christ the King. The new(ish) blog site is here.

Friday, May 29, 2009

I don't get it...

Seriously, I don't get it. Not that this is a shock, but the Anglican Catholic Church is not going to participate in the Anglican Church in North America over the issue of women's ordination. See here for the full story from Anglican Mainstream.

To maintain a division over women's ordination -- an issue that is 33 years old in The Episcopal Church -- just boggles the mind. Especially when there is a real attempt at some unity and common ministry with the new Anglican Province, I just don't get it.

I have a tremendous amount of respect for my brothers in Forward in Faith and the Reformed Episcopal Church. FIF and the REC share a common traditionalist view with the ACA when it comes to women's ordination and even to the year of preferred Book of Common Prayer. But to their credit, FIF and REC are going to participate in the work of the new Anglican Province for the sake of a unified witness for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

Instead of arguing over the validity of the 1976 ordination of women (again, the proverbial toothpaste is out of the tube), the FIF and REC are going to construct something new with the other groups in the ACNA that will bring the various groups within Anglicanism together and moving in the same direction.

Click here and here for some of my old rants on the subject of how I still don't get how women's ordination and Prayer Books seem to be stumbling blocks to unity.

Great post on "words AND deeds"

Great post from the Resurgence about words AND deeds.

From the intro of the post:
Now we come to the critical issue of how to help people convert to Jesus. Once again, "And" is the key, holding together words and deeds.

Read it all here:
http://theresurgence.com/beaumont_words-and-deeds

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Catholic priest leaves for Episcopal Church over celibacy

I felt a call to the priesthood at about 4 or 5. I'd probably be a Jesuit priest today if it weren't for the celibacy vow (well, and a few other dealbreakers, but let's keep first things first in this rant of a blog post!). Now as an Anglican, I'm grateful that I can live out my call to the priesthood and have a family to serve as a husband and father.


Today, Father Alberto Cutie has officially left the Catholic Church to become a priest in The Episcopal Church over the celibacy vow that he has reportedly broken. CNN does a pretty good job with this writeup about Father Alberto here. I'm not going to excuse Father Alberto's breaking of his celibacy vow. It's something that I hope he has made as a matter of confession and repentance, to be sure.

Two months ago, Cardinal Edward Egan said that he wouldn't be surprised if he saw the vow of celibacy for priests going away. Too bad he wasn't quite this outspoken about it when he was Archbishop of New York -- but saved this gem for his last days in office before his retirement and left this for the next guy to deal with.

This is something that I've not been able to understand about the Roman Catholic Church for a while now. Since the 1980s, the Pastoral Provision allows for Anglicans who convert to Catholicism to be ordained as Catholic priests. However, there is no room for Father Alberto who was already ordained as a Catholic priest to remain in his ministry as a priest because he no longer feels called to celibacy. But Anglicans no longer called to Anglicanism are welcomed with open arms of the Catholic Church? I just don't get it.

The way the Pastoral Provision is used varies from diocese to diocese. I've received some courting from a Catholic diocese even when I explained I might not be completely covered by the Pastoral Provision because I'm not a convert to Catholicism -- but I would be considered a revert since I was baptized and raised as a Roman Catholic. Not to worry, I was told because I was not confirmed as a Roman Catholic. A mere technicality to work around, but not a dealbreaker. My confirmation didn't come until 1999 when my wife and I were confirmed in the same service when we were on the road to Anglicanism together.

Today's story of Father Alberto seeking reception as an Episcopalian was not a surprise since the news broke earlier this month that he was not being faithful to his vow of celibacy. It just made me a little bit sad because the Catholic Church isn't helping herself when there is a clergy shortage. And there is a potential to see that shortage remedied by fully welcoming married priests to ministry -- whether they are married before or after their ordination.

OK, end of rant!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

It's a...

SIGN!

This is a picture of some good progress happening at our Worship Center. The letters above the entrance to our Worship Center were just installed today and I wanted to share the finished product! One of the Board Members of our church took on this entire project from start to finish.

Also, you can see a photo and video of the new signage on our church blog site:
http://ctkdewittblog.wordpress.com/2009/05/26/check-out-christ-the-kings-new-church-sign/

Thanks to Wes Thorp for shooting video and taking a photo of our new exterior today!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

good day at the doctor's


I had a good visit at the doctor's office. It's almost always a good experience with my doctor's office. They never have trouble getting me scheduled, I never wait when I get there and they seem to really value my time by being so prompt. That's pretty hard to find these days no matter what profession you are in.

I went in for a six month checkup today. Last year -- and even through the first few months of this year -- have been brutal for me physically. But today, my blood pressure is starting to get back to normal levels (compared to the off the charts bad the last 2 visits) and my weight is where it should be.

This is a good indication that things are on track. I believe that the Lord is helping me sabbath. Reminds me of classic Mark Driscoll: "If you do not sabbath, the Lord will impose a sabbath upon you." I've not sabbathed and it is becoming clear that the Lord is imposing one because I need it.

I've been burning the candles at both ends for quite a while now and my body has accompanied me on this frenetic journey. And as it's getting warmer and summer is getting ever nearer, I will be doing the very best that I can to rest and re-create with my family and friends. I'm going to take as many opportunities as possible to enjoy God in all the blessings that He has given me. We'll be exploring Michigan in all its summer glories on short weekend trips to be back in time for me to preside and preach at Sunday service. I'm looking forward to going home to New Jersey to be with my family.

There is still much to do in all my areas of responsibility and I've been blessed by some victories and am adjusting to some setbacks. But, it is all going to be OK. The Lord is imposing upon me a sabbath and it's up to me to simply obey. I'll try to check in and report on the progress. For those that know me well, sabbath is not something I do well!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Saturday so far

It's been a great day off so far:
* Awake at 5:30am - Ainsley not feeling all that great. Calmed her down and laid with her until she went back to sleep. Feeling tired but very Dad-like. (Amy got up with her again later.)
* Awake again at 9:30am. Amy let me sleep in and had coffee ready for me. Ainsley and Hadley rushed the bedroom and jumped up and down on the bed saying, "Hi Daddy! Hi Daddy!" I was groggy but happy!
* Leisurely read the Saturday paper with my toast and coffee.
* Ainsley, my snuggle buddy on the couch, isn't helping matters much. Still in PJs and noon and watching the Lansing sesquicentennial parade on TV.
* Leftovers Lunch with Ainsley while Amy and Hadley run errands.
* It's 1:05pm - still in PJs and tempted to buy an Esteban guitar being sold to me in an infomercial.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Friday coffee / impromptu video shoot

I sat down with Wes Thorp for coffee this afternoon and we got an improptu video shoot out of it! Click here for his blog post from our meeting today. In our conversation, we got a chance to talk about my vision of Holy Spirit infused liturgical worship that can have a transformational impact on all those who come through our doors at Christ the King in DeWitt, MI.

I appreciate Wes and his ability to draw out critical aspects of vision and ministry. (Had I known he would be bringing his Flip Video Cam, I would have considered shaving.)

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Dorothy Norwood: "Father, I Stretch My Hands to Thee"

At Chaplain Staff College last week, we sang such wonderful old songs together in chapel services. It brought back "Father, I Stretch My Hands to Thee" which was a favorite of the African-American churches I served way back when early in my ministry years. The first part of this video is Dorothy Norwood singing "Father, I Stretch..." (a song I had in my head and my heart all last week) with some others in an anointed worship medley.

By the way, this is from a Charles Wesley hymn:
Father, I stretch my hands to Thee,
No other help I know;
If Thou withdraw Thyself from me,
Ah! whither shall I go?